At only 22 weeks, I am already feeling pressure about the logistics of my labor and delivery. I was talking to Rich about how I really do not want to spend the last few weeks of my pregnancy anxious over all of the details of other people. I had a wonderful birth experience with Cheyanne, but it was a lot keeping everyone at ease. Rich is a like to know type of guy and he is still not convinced that I do not know when the baby is coming EXACTLY. Dealing with him and his pacing and questioning is a lot in itself. Then there is Dante. Dante who just wants to see the birth. Dante who just wants to see the birth so that he can reinact every moment of the process in a very public place for a big audience. And my mom and my dad and Leslie and Mary Frances and the extra helper they would like to have there and my 4 other children. It is a lot to keep up with.
I want to be prayerful about the decisions. I have to remember that one of the big reasons for choosing a homebirth is so that I can be in charge of the decisions.
My prenatal was rescheduled for today, so I will update within the next 2 days.
Oh yea, I am loving the name Mira right now for a girl. Rest assured that I will find 1,500 other names before the baby comes along.
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